refusing pleasure
where does this complexity come from
conception?
or did it happen to you when a wee child
you liked it
later learning it was not something
little girls liked
good little girls mustn't be bad
little girls instinctively know
how to seduce
they embrace your leg
and you let them
what is praise for one
is promiscuity or exile for the other
pubescent purgatory
precipitates perpetual adolescence