only echoes
it was the kind of room you dream about in quiet horror
a perfect spread-eagle bed with curtains only fear held
back
slowly the ice melted and mice crawled through the
window
there was a stained glass echo floating around somewhere
bending with the holes in the floor
so so many I lost count
somebody told me the flower died
it didn't move-- I know petals only get soft when they're...
fire orange cat walks in & pearches on the bed post
one paw on my knee

the ideal metamorphasis dreamed up to me coughing
something was stuck & I couldn't pull it out
feathers only swallowed & butterfly nets
please
I counted ten & ten
the number wasn't evil so I rested my mind
an ol' hebrew came up and squinted me with his eyes
steel-rimmed echoes
I didn't know what the hell was coming down
rupture me

maybe when I light the candles tonight
one of them will sparktouch my finger so I can finally feel
pain
& it will mean something
I came up to his striking steel eyes and tickled the hard to them
dance for a couple of songs
my legs started to ease down but butter gets too soft so I
froze there
churning hips and fluttered lashes
(wonder what will happen if the lights cut off)
hopping all over these rhythms that touched off the power
of seductive imagery
red pretty dresses
washing away the stains
predominate red
so I followed him out the door
new steps we gotta practice
went to a garden
I rose and could smell the afterlife dew
he pulled me down for further acquaintance
never felt anything go pastel like that before
but after awhile the colors deepened
to wine & fire.